Maybe I'm searching for the wrong thing in the wrong place. It wouldn't surprise me much. I don't know, but I feel like there is definitely something missing. Maybe the emptiness is just a sign that I'm ready to try again.
I don't want to get in a mess, and I don't want to try again just for the sake of trying. It takes too long to get back to this place. I am happy and comfortable. Why throw a wrench into that? Yet, there is a pull from somewhere. Don't ask me why, because most of the time I think that it is way to much complication and work. Plus I barely understand me and what I'm thinking.
With that said I've found that most of the time when your not seeking something finds you...
Here's to finding a raincoat.