Simplicated

I can't figure it out. Really I've tried. The sensible thing to do would be to not worry or think about it but just enjoy what is. However what happens when the simple becomes complex.

I worry and I fight....

I sit and wonder....

Sometimes I am embarassed of the person I become....

Other times I am greatful for the time and the converstation....
it is because of these that it makes it all alright. This is what keeps me coming back for more.

The million dollar question is it worth it?

Lost and Found

Funny how you can find things in unexpected places....

How you have to put your contacts back in just so you can find where you placed your glasses the last time you took them off....

How you can find safety and security in a place that is so vulnerable to fires...

How you can find friendship with only knowing someone for just a short while... and in other cases rediscovering lost friendships... and in even other cases realizing that the friendship that used to be wasn't totally ruined in the first place. A second chance.

Funny how you can go somewhere to " find yourself" and in the meantime become even more lost then when you started.

How it feels that in order to move forward you need to lay your past to rest... and yet in doing so you are losing precious time in the present and the future.

How you can feel so comfortable in a place where you know you shouldn't.